Ohh diary

2012-02-17T23:23:00.000-08:00

been a long time since i update my blog. been busy with school stuffs lately. i need to work asap cause dad said i need to pay my bills all by myself :( went for interview at giant but till now no call from them, tskk. next , tcc :/ i did not go for the training on 27 jan and they kept calling and texted me asking why i did not go for it. i did not entertain them cause i told them i wanted retail but they give me f&b instead. then one day an unknown number called me and i was so eager to pick it up and it was from tcc -.-' they asked me the same question and i told them im sick, mwehehehe. white lie :B and now they asked me to call them again to tell me when im free to go for the next training, haisss. so... 9 more days to my 2 years anni with bb :D and i know what to get for him, hehe. and i left about 4 weeks to plan for bb's birthday. i know what to get for him but idk where to bring him on his birthday, hmm. and yesss, i need to start saving from today onwards! ok i better get gg now. meeting bb layta <3

2012-02-01T05:01:00.000-08:00

fuck third party. because of this third party we almost broke up. but nah, we still choose to stick to each other no matter what. baby, i promised i wont leave you. i cant bear losing you again. like what you said , not now and not forever <3 somehow im so disappointed and mad at myself. we fight almost everyday and i hate that i cant control my temper and there goes my rudeness, urghh. but still baby is still being patience towards me. how can i not love him Ya Allah <3 im sorry for being fucking rude bb, i just cant control my temper. sighhs :( dont ever let this love die baby. just so you know i love you too much my dear muhammad hazli <3

2012-01-27T01:31:00.000-08:00

some people said we looked alike. do we? some even thought that he was my brother, haha. btw , Happy 23rd Monthsary Love <3 glad that we've come this far. eventhough we almost went separate ways that day, alhamdulillah you realized your mistakes and choose to continue with this rs. despite me being very rude and raising my voice at you sometimes, you are still being patience towards me. thanks dear for all that and im truly sorry for all that shits :( just one more month to go and we grow 2 years together. me can't believe it, even you too. will love you always till my last breath muhammad hazli :') meet you tmrw okaay bb. much misses. xoxo <3

2012-01-13T03:43:00.000-08:00

hi! so thats my new classmates :D we are from class AA and i love every one of them. i must say they are such a sweet bunch of friends. we waited for each other when one of us are late and will go class together. arent they sweet? mwehehehe! so yeah, i hope i wont have any enermy in my class. enough of the same shits that i had in primary and secondary school. but somehow, i miss concord primary and of course teck whye sec. i miss my 4G :( hmm, what can i say about AA? well, there are different kind of people. different sizes, different age, different attitude and many more. but what i hope is that hopefully they will be like 4G who will always be there for each other, through thick and thin. i love AA! they are awesome \m/

2012-01-06T21:54:00.000-08:00

im down with flu and sore throat. and now my neck hurt like hell due to what malay people called it 'tidur salah bantal'. haisss, i hope i will get well real soon. and hopefully im not sick on the first day of school. speaking of school, im seriously not ready for it. believe it or not, im still on my holiday mood. mwehehehe! :3 baby decided to go school together on the ferst day of school. and i really should thank him cause he helped me a lot. on thursday, he accompanied me to ite to register my course. and i was told by the dm to dye my hair black back if not, i cant take photo for the ite ezlink card. and this caused me to go back to lot to buy those stuffs. i trouble him on that day till he paitau his friend just because of me. i feel bad :/ but im glad he did not nag nor complain about it. i was so moody on that day because i was told to dye my hair black but baby managed to make me plaster that smile on my face. how can i not love him? :') yesterday, i need to go back to ite again to buy uniforms. and again, he accompanied me. thank you for everything b, really appreciate your presence. had a really really great time with you yesterday, especially at henderson waves. luv chu bb <3

2011-12-31T23:03:00.000-08:00

so its alrd 2012? still cant believe it. time flies so fast, super fast indeed. i mean like seriously fast. not really, but fucking fast. haha k diam. woke up just now and theres no one at home. kakak werking, the rest off to jemputan. bf went kl for 2 days and i feel lonely now, sighhs. anw, countdown with love was a blast. its my ferst time gg countdown with someone special. eventhough we fought on that day, but still i had a lot of fun. thanks dear for the night :> bf went kl at 6+ in the morning so i decided to stay awake and text with him all the way till he need to go off. and i teared up when he send a very very long text. wish i could screen captured it. he's always sweet like sugar, hehe. so yeah, slept at 7+ just now and i only had 5 hours of sleep but nah its ok. pitied him more cause its been 2 days he did not have enough sleep all because of me :/ okaay ive got to siap now. meeting kakak at her workplace and gg shopping with her. yay! at least i wont rot at home today. oh damn, ive started to miss baby. come back faster please kudut ! im waiting :'( hugs and kisses for you, mwah mwah! <3

2011-12-22T04:10:00.000-08:00

despite me being rude, he's still being patience towards me. how can i not love you muhammad hazli? i know you are making a rush decision cause you're mad at me. im the one who should apologise. ok, we have done our part by saying sorry. i'll try to be the girl that you wants who will spend time with you more than once a week. im sorry i cant be perfect but please dont let this love die. dont ever leave me alone again will you? just want you to know that my family, bestfriends, and YOU are my ferst priority. you know me well dont you? im not the type that will find other guys easily even if we broke up. why? because i dont think its worth it. what for searching for others when the one we have been searching/waiting for is just right in front of us. just so you know , i wont stop loving you no matter how bad we fought :')

if you were to read this, i would like to say thank you very much baby for still being patience towards me. i know you had enough of me, enough of my shits/craps all but despite all that you are still not giving up. haiss, im lost for words. its been 22 months, gg 23 months we are together. we are just 2 months away and its our 2 years anniversary. can you believe it? i myself cant. this is my ferst time i can last this long. and i never love someone so badly like this. losing you is something i really couldnt handle. it just hurts like hell, seriously. i will always pray that we wont go our separate ways again one day. just want you to know that ive never cheated on you through this 22 months. i will always be loyal to you, trust me dear. im just so lucky and proud to have you. and yesss, i will be gg to a new sch next year but that doesnt mean i will be having someone new too. i wanna end 2011 happily with you b , only you ;) even when things are not right, my feelings towards you will never ever change eventhough yours did :( please keep this in mind : i love you more than what you think <3 miss chu handsomeboy :( ; thank you Allah for everything :>

2011-12-08T20:11:00.000-08:00

i miss werking at the warehouse with kak nana and uncle seng all. damnnn, i want to werk back pleaseee. sylvester, please call us again asap. we are waiting for your call :( i miss afifah too. probally will be meeting her during our sales at united square. its friday today! baby is so happy because today is his last day of attachment. hehe , aku tumpang gembira je :B im happy to see him happy :> oh! sunday will be abg hafiz's big day! its his wedding day & eventhough im not close with him, but im still excited to know that he's getting married :D qylah must be excited because she will have her own room soon :P probally will be meeting bf in the afternoon on sunday. yay yay! n_n urgh idw to rot at home again today. so today's plan, maybe gg out with tyqa and sherynn. but before that, i wanna go threading. hehe :D ok i wanna bath and eat. mum cooked my fav dish which is lemak ayam! oh my geee ^^ gemuk jugaak aku nanty, haisss~

2011-12-03T23:11:00.000-08:00

no one is perfect and everybody make mistakes. yes, i was jealous, sad, angry and dissapointed when i get to know that you entertained other girls behind my back. but its ok, ive forgive you dear. i just hope you wont repeat this again and i know you are not the type that will cheat on me. thats why i choose to stick with you. i cant afford to lose you again and ill promise to change for the better. its been 21 months we grow old together and im glad and proud that we are still standing strong. i must say im lucky enough to have you. we teased, bullied and called each other names like bestfriend. we just met yesterday and i started to miss you alrd. i cant imagine how my life will be when youre gg for NS. can i say i hate NS very much? haisss :( i love you truckloads baby <3 im looking forward to Sunday! n_n

2011-11-20T02:15:00.000-08:00

i dont want to stay at home all day long. omg i prefer werking no matter how tired it is, than to stay at home doing nothing. seriously, haiss. when will i get my payyy? i need to go shopping :/ how i wish attachment is not important so that baby can skip his attachment and meet me :( nvm , his attachment will end in 3 more weeks :D i just met him yesterday and i started to miss him :< idk why but when i went out with him, i can suddenly forget all about my problems. i feel peaceful and only God knows how i felt. i am the happiest girl alive :> a day spent with you is always a day well spent. i am always looking forward for our next date , hehe :B meet you soon again budak kurus. xoxo , mwahhh <3

2011-11-16T06:29:00.000-08:00

im lazy to go back to school this friday just for that graduation thingy , pffftt -.- anyway, i guess yesterday was my last day working for fox kids & pumpkin patch sale. im gonna look for another job very soon. haisss, will get my pay by end of this month. really in need of money. and i guess my pay will be $1000+. omgeee! im gonna shop with sherynn & tyqaa , hehe :D baby has been fetching me from werk and never fail to have dinner with me. thank you for everything b <3 & get well really soon ok, dont forget your medicine. love you truckloads! :)

2011-11-03T05:21:00.000-07:00

i have been busy working non-stop for the past few days till i didnt get to spend my time with my family. nvm, this monday is emy's 9th birthday. hopefully mum and dad will take us out to celebrate her birthday since it is a public holiday. and hopefully kakak can make herself free on that day cause she have been busy with her shool project and work too. saturday please come fast, i wanna meet baby. me miss him :( haiss, both of us seems to be busy with our work. but thanked God both of us are free on saturday. meet you soon ok love :> i'll find time for my love ones no matter how busy i am. baby & i have been fighting nowadays but im glad that we both choose to hold on no matter how hurt it is. thank you for showering me with your love for this past 20 months. you nagged at me for my own good and point out my mistakes. im sorry for being impatience and so rude towards you. i shall change, for the better us. thank you for everything dear. you're someone that i can depend on and someone that i can called bestfriend, brother and lastly perfect boyfriend. i love you muhammad hazli <3

2011-10-22T21:19:00.000-07:00

watched paranormal activity 3 with baby yesterday at cine. i must say it was very scary! theres this one part which scares all the people in the cinema and i was like wadafug and i automatically hug baby. i will close half of my eyes when it comes to those part that made us suspend, hehe. ok you must watch it, scary but fun. but oh the ending was like -.- k. its sunday today and idk whether we are gg out or not :/ ohh damn it. im werking tmrw till next tuesday. tmrw will be the last day werking at warehouse, probally doing price tagging and on tuesday till the next tuesday will be at expo, 9am-10pm. this is not part time, this is full time. even on public holiday and saturday & sunday i must werk :( im gonna take an off day this friday. baby decided to play bowlinggg! :> okaay i wanna bath now. toodles~

2011-10-16T22:04:00.000-07:00

hi. i wanna work asap. im getting bored staying at home doing the same thing over and over again. eat, sleep, read, do housework -.-" thanked God tmrw i will not be staying at home again. but damn it, i gotta wake up in the morning cause ive got appointment at 11am at somerset. hopefully i can start work really soon , amin :D haiss , i can go totally insane staying at home >.<

2011-10-09T00:41:00.000-07:00

n level has finally ended. happy? yeah of course but im not looking forward for the results. i screwed up my maths & geog paper :( art? nehh, dont bother to talk about it. whats important is that there will be no more art after this, yay! will be gg for an interview at raffles this tuesday with my girls. nervousss but hopefully dapat pleaseee, insyaallah :) i miss boyf a lot. the last time we met was on 26sep. he's busy with his work and attachment now, haisss :( he will take mc this friday just to meet me. awww, how sweet can he be? meet you soon love :> and, thank you for willing to change to the old you. i just miss the old you dear. hopefully you'll change, as you said its for the best. love you always baby, xoxo.

2011-09-14T03:16:00.000-07:00

basically i enjoyed myself last sunday gg raya with boyf and his friends. thanks for the day love <3 didn't went school for the past two days as i have been coughing non-stop. went poly with mum and get 2 days mc, hehe. time flies so fast. i left with less than 3 weeks to N level and after that, thats it. im gonna enjoyyyyy! and somehow, i cant wait to work. hehe :D boyf has changed the colour of his gilera to hotpink&black. wow oh wow, i luv it <3 & i can't waet to meet him this saturday! watching Johnny English with him n_n thought of watching it tmrw night but i prefer on saturday cause i can spend more time with him :> k im stress with my art. idk what topic must i choose. i need help & i must start my art veryyy soon so that i can concentrate on other subjects. i need help in my art badly :(

2011-09-09T04:14:00.000-07:00

like at last im done with my mt, eng & ss papers! yeay no more mt, eng and ss anymore :B i screwed up my ss papers very very badly. everything that i really studied and memorised real hard did not even come out. sad life, boohoo :< im gonna fail my ss for sure, tsk. mt and english were ok, alhamdullilah. im gonna focus on physics and chemistry for now. and maths too. i don't have any hope for geog but, i will try my very best insyaallah :) tmrw gg raya with family and sunday will be gg raya with boyf. yeay collection lagy, hehe n_n k im jealous cause boyf has alrd start his holiday till 3rd nov. pfftt! >:( nvm, mine is coming soon! just one more month to go, and aft that will be busy working. chey so confident, hehe. k bye~

2011-08-31T22:14:00.000-07:00

mcm Mary-Kate & Ashley taak? Haha! k -.- all thanks to kak mas that lappy is finally back to normal :> sooooo, hows your raya? i seems not to enjoy this year's raya, idk why. every year will be doing the same thing. dont you get tired of it? -.- omgeee, my n level starts next week! so freaking fast right? i havent even prepare for it. i must stop fooling around and get serious in study, seriously :/ k im lazy to type longer. im gg to have a short nap and aft that im gonna watch smurfs with boyf, hehe n_n

2011-08-23T05:42:00.000-07:00

idk why must this happened. i hate arguing with boyf, a lot. your words just hurt me a lot :'( i was shocked and disappointed cause i didn't expect to receive that kind of texts from you. i broke down when i read it over and over again. and i felt so stupid for reading it several times -.- i just can't stop reading it eventhough it hurt me much. idk what must i do for now. im hoping for you to text me ferst. i still love you like before eventhough you hurt me. thanks :') i realised that i can't be too happy cause bad things will happen after that. k im not being emo, but im just letting out everything. sometimes, i feel like a useless bitch for not being able to make him happy. i feel so useless :(

2011-08-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

well, basically i really had a great day with boyf last saturday. he fetched me and we went jp to break fast at there with his friends by riding his gilera. k seriously i enjoy riding with him! n_n aft that went geylang and i reached home around 12+ :D i just love spending my time with him. he never fail to bring that smile on my face. you know i love you always even when there is time things are not right <3 k i need to do some spring cleaning now, byeeeee :> ; I don't know how I can go from feeling like I have the closest and best friends in the world to feeling like I have no friends at all. People suck. haisss :(

2011-08-15T22:30:00.000-07:00

sometimes, i wish i could turn back the time. i miss being somebody's bestfriend. i miss her, alot. i wanted to go back to those times where me and her are bestfriend. but nahh :( i just hope she's doing fine there :') i miss you a lot ♥ anyway, im having prelims this week. and alhamdullilah, so far i can do most of the paper without difficulty. its ok if i fail, cause i know ive tried my best. but i hope at least i improve. insyaallah, amin :> thursday is my art prelims and dont be shock cause i havent even started on my preparation yet. awesome! :B & ohh, im so jubilant and glad that boyf passed his tp. like at last, you did it! im happy for you b! and what makes me more happy is that he bought a gilera bike, hehe! see ya this sat! n_n i can't waet to eat seafood later with fam to celebrate my talkative sister's birthday. chilli crabbbbb! nom nom! :D sooo, Happy 11th Birthday Colok! study hard for PSLE k next year. i love you forever, eventhough you are such an irritating freak ♥

2011-08-08T03:52:00.000-07:00

best i ever had ♥
basically i had a lot of fun with him last saturday. went cineleisure to watch captains america ferst. the movie was 2 hours plus, and because of that we break fast late. break fast at boyf's old workplace at sakura admiralty there. omg the food was awesomeee! thanks baby for the treat! n_n thanks a lot for the day, shall catch up with you soon again. love you bpg ♥ anyway, this year national day celebration at school suckxzs. boring boring boring! -.-" argh thursday is my ss prelims and yet, i havent memorise the essay yet. damn it, terrible me. bleah~

2011-08-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

hi. my prelims start this friday and im kinda ready for it. hopefully i can do the paper without difficulty, insyaallah amin :> and ive got to start memorising the essay for ss cause idw to fail my ss. so basically you know ramadan has already started and what's happening after that? raya lorrr. but im having n level during raya, sad right? k idc anyway. so this year maybe we are wearing red, same with boyf and abg fhyr n_n ouh, im looking forward to this sat ; date with prettyboy, hehe :B okaay im going to bed soon. its getting late and idw my eyebag to get any worsen. goodnight! oh before that, Happy 17th Birthday to babygirl Farahleez! <3 go out soon ok with eera all. looking forward to it :D

2011-07-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

this sweet girl is a good friend of mine who give meaningful advices and words of encouragement to her friends. she's also the type who did not give up easily and im proud of her. and i guess i should follow her attitude :B dear farhana, i know its not easy to forget the past and move on. i know its very difficult. ive been in your shoes before and you yourself knew it. you may be smiling jubilantly and laugh your ass out with us but i knew deep inside your heart, youre crying. i can sense that you cried at night thinking about all that. we both are girls and that's what we usually do eventhough crying doesn't solve the problems. chin up alright. remember what i told you ; focus on your studies for now. and remember the post that you dedicated to me when this shit happened to me last few months? yeah i hope you still remember it :> stay strong ok fana, i know you are. you still have me, sherynn and tyqa. we are always here for you if you need a shoulder to cry on. whatever it is, plaster that sweet smile on your face always ok? stay strong alright :') sayang kau kementot <3

2011-07-27T06:12:00.000-07:00

idk how i feel right now. disappointed + sad + heartbroken + angry + moody = my feelings right now. i admit that i get jealous easily, very! gah, fml. what is happening to me? :/ k forget it, no one cares btw. so just now i had mt oral. alhamdullilah, everything went smoothly. k ive got no mood to type any longer. gah i feel like punching someone :/ anyway, Happy 17th love. didn't expect that we can last this long. i mean like umm, i can't believe that you still chooses to be with me after we broke up last few months. there's many girls out there who is way much better than me but you still chooses to be with me? k why am i talking about all this shit? i should be grateful instead. so yeah, he's been my bestfriend, my brother and my boyfriend all this while. he's the one who i turned to when i had problems and bring that smile back on my face when im down. thank ya for everything love. i love you budak perangai gemuk ♥

2011-07-15T05:24:00.000-07:00

OMG! David James Archuleta is having a concert on 26th July 2011, @ Malaysia ; Stadium Negara. omg, i wanna go laa :'c but firstly, i dont have $. secondly, i dont have passport. thirdly, im schooling on that day and fourthly, no one will accompany me go there. sad life, fml _|_ gahhh, nak pegy jugak nak pegy jugak! tsk :c i guess im just gonna wait for him to come to singapore. im sooo gonna save my raya money this year just for his concert. teehee, sanggup eh n_n anyway, this is what i found out. David is going to Asia this July! He will be performing in Indonesia, the Philippines, Vietnam and Malaysia from July 16 to July 26. cheeet, tak fairnyaaa! then when are you coming to singapore? come to singapore asap please david :( k la bye, i is sad but i still love him no matter what hehe <3 i want to meet David Archuleta laaaaa >:( ehh, i miss hazli la :c lol, k ive gone mad today -.-

2011-07-12T04:52:00.000-07:00

ok omg tmrw is my n level english oral ! omgomg, nervousss ! :c nvm i should calm myself down. insyaallah everything is gg to be fine tmrw. ahhh seraaammmmm ! :/ anyway, i had a blast gg out with cousins last sunday. tiring but i did enjoyed myself. i want another cousin outings pleaseee, and this time the tamp people must tag along! >:( thanks a lot to my cousins for the treat, really appreciate it a lot. i had a lottt of fun with you all, esp with abg rizal. he just can't stop making us laugh. & i wont forget when he danced in the train in front of those people. omg memalukan betul la, haha -.- should catch up with you guys soon, probally during fasting month. yay! :> ; OI SERAM LA ESK ORAL ! :c

2011-07-05T05:23:00.000-07:00

watched Monte Carlo alrd with piggie and i want to watch it again pleaseee? :c ouhh, fasting month is around the corner. so fast, dont you think so? damn, i have not finish paying my debts yet for fasting. its ok, im gonna fast tmrw. just another 5 more days :> my n level oral is next week and yes, im so fvcking nervous. omg, wish me luck :D and it seems that i can't enjoy my raya this year. n level, duh -.- OMG! im just so f-stressed about my art. 1st august is the deadline and look how many months i am left with? not even a month! its less than a month. damnn, i really need help in my art :c ok currently im alone at home. the rest went lot. bleah, im gonna continue tumblr-ing. it is way way much better there. k bai :>

2011-06-30T04:14:00.000-07:00

meet my skinny little sister ; FarImansha :B

hiiiii! :> so yesterday watched transformers with boyf at marina. i almost fall asleep cause the movie was 2hours30mins! hell yeah :D so overall the movie was quite okay eventhough i dont really understand it :B boyf was acting like a small kid yesterday :P but whatever it is , tysm for everything <3 and maybe tmrw will be watching Monte Carlo with sherynn, fana & tyqa. yeay! :> ok basically school is getting boring day by day. and im just so fvcking lazy to go school , bleah :/ prelims is just around the corner! & i left with 3 more months to n level. i really need to buck up. grrr, fvck school. that day daddy asked me whether my n level has finish or not , lol -.- dear daddy, my n level is on september. september ok september , remember hor :P ok damn it , i started to miss boyf alrd :< bleahhh~ btw, HAPPY 14TH BIRTHDAY HASLYNNN! xoxo <3

2011-06-23T08:36:00.000-07:00

hiiiii! ive got manymany things to update about. ok, last sat i went marina square with piggie and his lil brother. wanted to play bowling but it was bloody full -.- so we play racing car at the arcade instead. we so cute kan! :B & on sunday as i said before, went east coast and it was a blast! thanks to everyone who came down on that day , im happy that our plan do work :> ok i exercise when i went there. lol xP we rent bicycles and cycle together and iqbal was sleeping halfway when i 'tumpang' him! he so cute please :D haha, so qylah rode the bicycle alone & i need to carry that little boy. k enough. on monday i went uss with boyf and i swear i had a lottttt of fun with him! i spend the whole day with him, in the morning till night and im just loving it! ^^ we went there with his friend and his friend's girlf. k i want go there again! haha, he forced me real hard to ride the big roller coaster but i was stubborn. k not stubborn, im just scared :P and boyf, tysm for everything. i really appreciate it. thanks baby, i love youuu! <3 im gonna watch transformer with him next week, insyaallah. if he pass his tp, we'll watch. if he did not, we'll still watch. thats what he said , lol :P k school gonna start in 3 days time, fvck it. bleah~ i gotta start on my hw now. ok great , ayumi is gg to be my teacher tonight. ok bye :B

2011-06-17T05:35:00.000-07:00

so hi. i sleepover at iqbal's house for 1 week , omg hehe :D ok school gonna start next week & its so fvcking fast! hw still not done yet, bleah. i miss school but idw to go school :B ibu plan to have picnic this sunday and i hope the plan is still on. i cant wait! yeay hope it will be a blast ^^ and maybe monday will be meeting boyf <3 ok i miss shidah please. when the hell are we gonna meet?! tsk :( and yes , i miss farahleez & eera too :<

2011-06-07T23:14:00.001-07:00

leave me if you cant tolerate with me anymore. i had enough. im tired arguing with you. saying sorry all the time but you repeat it again. dont think about yourself, im tired too. serious shit, just leave me alone and ignore me if you think im being childish towards you or whatsoever. if you were sorry, you wouldn't done whatever you were sorry for in the first place. get that? i just dont like the way you treated me, i have to stop pretending that im ok. im not always strong but im trying my best. yes i know im not good enough for you and sometimes i break down and cry thinking that somehow you deserve someone way much better than me. you know what? i think we both need to stop pretending :') bleah~ lets just see whats gonna happen next. im sorry im not being emo here but im just letting out everything what i felt :'( tired of being tired~

2011-05-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

hi. me so mendak. me so sad. me cannot sleep , maybe because i think so much :( im actually waiting for ayumi to reach home but i bet she will be gg home late. she went to watch movie with abg fhyr, pffftt. jealous :/ bleah~ i hate my mye results. but it was such a suprised when i showed daddy my result slip. he did not even say a single thing and did not even nag. daddy, why you so weird? why you no fierce? 0.o btw, im missing my cousins! jumpa krg soon ok ^^ andand, on wednesday ... bleah~ me hate it. can i cry? nooo, crying wont solve any problems. idk what to do , i wanna cry :'( ok stfu. gahhh, can i not go school tmrw? i dont feel like gg at all. haiya, imma lazy girl nowadays. eat, sleep, play lappy is my routine -..- i think i should put myself to sleep NOW. my eyebag is getting more and more worse! mcm panda you know :( ok goodnight , dream of me people :P

2011-05-23T06:02:00.000-07:00

firstly, i did very badly for my mye. yes , very very bad indeed :< but its okaay, im not gg to give up easily. boyf has already reminded me not to be lazy and playful anymore. talking about boyf, i'll be meeting him this wednesday. yeay for that! <3 secondly, i wanna thank ayumi for buying me 2 tubs of b&j ! gahhh im so loving it ! tysm ya? ^^ lastly, my internet is being such a bloody asshole to me nowadays. grrr, me hate it! dear laptop, i wish i could step and punch you till im satisfied :/ i think daddy is gg to buy another laptop soon. well can you imagine, 5 girls sharing one laptop? bleah, me no likey because usually the older one has to give in. so ya. ok i cant stand it anymore, its getting worse. i better off this lappy soon. toodles~

2011-05-11T00:58:00.000-07:00

i miss this handsome boy of mine :(

hi. tmrw is my art mye and i havent even started to draw anything. thumbs up (Y) im gonna fail my mye badly, for sure. yeay -.- someone turned 13 today o.O sooo, happy 13th birthday nur farisha bte rasid. blajar rajin rajin & mkn bnyk bnyk kasi gemuk :P and also, happy belated 41st birthday to dearest mum. moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki slalu. thank you for taking care of me for 16 years. me love you forever ♥ ok dah bye. me want to go jp buy for them presents :D

2011-04-27T05:13:00.000-07:00

supposingly , i should be at home studying for tmrw's paper but here i am at computer shop with shasha surfing the net -.- tmrw is my mye. so damn fast, im not even ready for it. tsk. i left with 5 more months to N level, gosh. but, im gonna try my best like what i told boyf. btw, im like can't waet for this sunday! meet you soon handsome boy ;> alryte, im gonna leave this blog dead for a while. wanna concentrate on mye , hek hek :D

2011-04-08T22:35:00.000-07:00

hi. if you guys have been wondering about my r/s status at fb, yaaa im back together with him again. imma happy girl :> so, i hope our r/s will last longer and yeah, i love him very much like how i used to. okay dah bye :P

2011-03-24T03:57:00.000-07:00

hiiiii! :> its been a very very long time since i update this blog of mine. am so so sorry about that. dad haven't paid the bill for internet, so ya :( btw, 3 more days to my 16th birthdaaaay! me can't wait! ^_^ mum, i want that hot pink baby-g watch ok? and ayumi, i want b&j pretty pleaseeeee? hek hek :D to farahleez & syeera, meet up soon alryte? much misses ♥

2011-02-28T02:31:00.000-08:00

selamat pengantin baru & semoga kekal hingga akhir hayat :>

ah yelaa, abey aku paling pendek :(

basically, i enjoyed myself very much on saturday during kak suhaidah's wedding ceremony. its great to see that she has already married with abg yusuf, like finally. you know, its like the moment ive been waiting for has finally arrived. lol :D okay so i wish i could upload those pictures at fb but i cant cause of my internet problem. haiya -.- currently at comp shop with shasha. i miss tumblr effing much :( okay i dah malas nak update. bye bye! :> and to you ; thank you for making me smile. nice knowing you indeed :>

2011-02-10T06:32:00.000-08:00

it's 10.33pm. i should have been sleeping at this time but idk why i just can't get myself to sleep. i need a goodnight message from someone. yes, i miss those goodnight messages that makes me chuckle like you know, a mentel girl. but sometimes, when i can't get myself to sleep, i read those goodnight messages. and tada, im in lalaland already :D you know, i just miss him sooo much. yeah, very very much indeed :') i told myself to stop thinking about him and stop viewing his fb profile but this hand of mine is very very itchy. it will always click on his name, which, i used to flood his notifications saying craps and those 'i love you' thingy. and also, when we used to poke each other. damn, i miss all that! really :( dear shekyn, please please stop thinking about him k. i know one day i will, all this takes time i know. but im having difficulty. i just can't, sigh :( 5th january 2011 ; i didn't know that was the last time i get to talk and hug him :'( naah, stop it k shekyn. so ya, tmrw most probably will be gg botanic garden with twinny, tiqah & fana. yeay for that :> ok, i better get myself to sleep now. goodnight! ♥

2011-02-03T23:39:00.001-08:00

im down with fluuuuu, tsk :( the dustbin in my room was full with tissues already, hahs xD so yeah, have been rotting at home since yesterday. what i did yesterday : sleep, eat, read. perangai gemuk, i know. i did not even touch any of my homeworks but i guess i need to start doing them very soon. tsk, lazy derrr -.- and oh, i can't wait for the upcoming plan on 12th feb. will be gg out with cousins and sisters to celebrate ayumi's belated birthday. hope it will be a blast! and also, kak suhaidah's wedding ceremony which is on 25th & 26th feb. me can't wait! ^^ and as for tomorrow, i will be gg out to accompany bestfriend to buy something. at last, i won't be rotting at home again! heh :D ; I'd be lying if I told you losing you was something I could handle :') much misses , shekyn ♥

2011-01-29T07:09:00.000-08:00

a happy belated 18th birthday to my dearest budak gemuk ; ayumi. dah legal seh, haha :P moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki slalu. and may all your wishes come true. wait long long for your present k. and don't forget, you own me ben&jerry aye! :P so yeah, hope you are happy with your sweetheart. i want my b&j soon k. ok thank you very nice :> saaaaayang kau! ♥ and btw, i went for a date with bestfriend farahleez just now. we were like a mad girl searching for ayumi's present. i dont wish to elaborate more. im so so tired please. sorry sorry :/ i need my rest now, my bed are calling me. oh btw thank you bestfriend for the treat, love you! ♥ ok goodnight everybody! :> ; somehow, i miss your goodnight messages. reading them back make me just wanna cry :'( how i miss you so much :(

2011-01-26T01:24:00.000-08:00

haaaaaiiiii. im so fvcking stress with my art please. you know, my teacher was like did not accept everything that i had draw. and i need to re-draw again and again and now she asked me to come up with a new idea. im running out of ideas already, how? im so fvcking pissed-off. i hate her please! >:( and i gave up on art already, like seriously. should i drop art? shoud i should i should i? arghhhhh, help me please someone :( ah just forget about it. what i know is that ME HATE ART! very very much :'( i prefer maths than art ok. and oh, im starting to love maths. idk why but that new teacher teaches us until i really really understand. thank you teacher for making me love maths nowadays :> oh, budak gemuk's birthday is coming very very soon. & idk what to buy for her. hmm aku belanja kau chesseburger dgn $1 coke je lah k mok? okaay go! hehehe :P and btw, this number ; 98867470 loves to play miss call with me. to whoever you are, please please stop playing miss call with me can? you irritated me you know -.- grow up lah please, so immatured! klau takda keje blg, nanty aku suruh kau cuci jamban kt rumah aku. naak? tsk! so please please stop it k fvcking irritating boy, takmuh nak step mana punya ari/ali or whatever shit uh. btw! i love greyson michael chance okok. dia cute mcm saya! :D heh, isi bakul angkat sendiri. i know i know -.-" haslynnnnn! greyson chance adek i, takmuh jealous k? hehe, bluek! :P

2011-01-21T04:39:00.000-08:00

hi. sorry my bad for not updating my blog for the past few days. im not in the mood, you guys should know why. so yeah, im still trying my best to forget about all this but i failed. but after letting out everything at haslyn, fana, wani, farahleez, haniz & sheryn, i feel a bit better. thanks a lot girls for the advice. insyaallah i can :') but seriously, somehow i miss him so so so much. and idk why that i can't stop crying everytime im thinking about him. i was thinking about her, thinking about me, thinking about us. okay stop it eh. sempat nyanyi lah pulak aku -.- but i guess i should change the 'her' to 'him' and dedicate that song to him. lol. okay seriously stop it. tomorrow is saturday and bianca asked the art students to come back to school. idk whether to go or not. i want but im so so lazy please. i want to sleep! grrr! >:( i feel like dropping art but idk whether i should or not. shoud i or should i not? i hate art please! & i tak ada confidence. i wish i could ask for his opinion 'cause you know, everytime im in doubt i will surely ask him but now not anymore :( okay enough. im afraid i should end here. goodnight love ones ♥ ; i seriously miss him so terribly, so fvcking much, so many many. i miss everything about him :'( im sorry to say but i still love him. sorry my bad :/ lots of love , shekyn ♥

2011-01-14T04:11:00.000-08:00

hi. i'm not trying to be emotional here but im letting out everything what i felt. 14 January 2011, i hate you please. it's because i've ended my r/s with him. i tried my best to make you stay but you ended up leaving me behind and i let you go. how could you did this to me. don't you remember all your promises? i guess promises were really really meant to be broken :/ promises are worse than lies. 'cause you make them hope. hope for something that you're not sure you can give. so don't ever promise if at last you gonna break your fvcking shit promises. i just can't stop crying and thinking about you. did you know that i tried my very best to hold my tears infront of my friends? but they ended up rolling down my cheeks. i ain't a strong girl. how could you easily leave me behind? don't you ever think about my feelings? you decided to leave me just because your sorry was like no use to me already? and just because i did not text you yesterday? it never ever cross my mind that this will happened. holly fvck, this is the first time a guy asked me for a break. it feels terrible for goodness sake. i cried reading your long text at 4am+ and because of that, i can't get back to sleep. i need to stop crying. i look horrible with my eyes swollen like wtf. so i guess my 2011 wish did not come true. somehow i wish wishes really come true, haish. so anyway i would like to thank my twinny pig, fana, tiqah, fadilah, ieeza, wani, rawr, syak, crownie, mira hazirah, haniz & danial for the concerns. thank you guys ♥ i'll try my best to forget about this. and you know what? i'm always a failure when it comes to love. with a heart so weak, maybe love was never meant for me. dear mhbr, i hope one day you will come back. please don't go. i still love you though :'( lots of love , shekyn ♥

2011-01-08T02:33:00.000-08:00

meet my twinny pig & i hearts her ♥

hi. i feel so down right now. im confused, im hurt. i understand there's always up & down in r/s. idk whether i should reply his text or not. if no how long should this continue? i almost cried reading his long text. but i know crying won't solve the problems. i gotta be strong and talk things out. i shouldn't do this to him but i just had enough. ahh im just so confused, moody and pissed off right now. i need ben&jerry now please? :'( ok enough. from now on i just want to concentrate on my studies. studies come first. ok i gotta do my english & art hw now. probably tomorrow meeting my twinny pig and gonna tell her everything. i love my twinny pig a lot & she's the best ♥

2011-01-04T04:49:00.000-08:00

hiiiii! like at last, laptop is back to normal already. all thanks to daddy's friend. yeay yeay! i can update my tumblr regularly, but not blogger :P so yeah, school was fine just now. its been a long time we did not get to see each other. and you know, we have many stories to exchange. okay enough. well, time passes so fast. just so you know its 2011 already. and this year will be a big year for me and that's because im taking my n level this year! omg. frankly speaking, im not ready at all. i gotta buck up, i know i do not have much time. i want to be matured, no more playing around okay shekyn. here's my wish for 2011: to meet David Archuleta again! ^_^ and to do well in N level and make my parents proud. oh waet, i did make my parents proud. its because i have been awarded the inaugural twss excellence award in recognition of my improvement in academic performance in 2010. omg, can you believe it?! i myself did not believe it, haha. but whatever it is, alhamdullilah! i managed to make my parents proud! imma happy girl okay. and insyaallah i will continue to study hard in 2011, amin :) oh, how i miss my farahleez and boyf so much. meet up soon pretty please. rindu sesangat! :( and oh, someone turns sweet 16 tomorrow! heh. so here an advanced birthday wish for you. ; Happy sweet 16th birthday nur syaieqah bte abdul jalil! wow, you have grown up so fast. may all your wishes come true and study hard for this year okay syai? i love you dearest friend ♥

2010-12-27T04:41:00.000-08:00

he turns 20 tomorrow! so happy advanced 2oth birthday David James Archuleta! i really hope you'll come back to singapore next year. pretty please? :( have a great day ahead. i'll keep on supporting you all the way no matter what :D lots of love, shekyn ♥

2010-12-27T04:21:00.000-08:00

hi. im currently at fana's crib. okay i know my blog is fvcking dead and am sorry about that. heh :D oh, school will gonna re-open pretty soon O.o okay idk what to update more. before that, happy 10th months sweetheart. eventhough we rarely had a big fight, i still love you like before. much misses from your girlfriend, shekyn ♥

2010-12-04T00:40:00.000-08:00

haaaaaiiiii ♥ im currently at computer shop at sunshine place with shasha. my laptop is spoilt and that's the reason why i can't update this blog of mine. fvck you k laptop, i hate you. please please stop giving us problems -.- tsk. and this means im gonna miss tumblr :( okaay i had no idea what to update. and btw, i'll be leaving my blog dead for a few days/weeks/months? i guess. till my laptop is back to normal. okaay bye people. take care ♥

2010-11-23T23:54:00.000-08:00

yesterday bowling was quite fun eventhough not all turn up. at ferst we decided to play bowling at cdc but it was full. damn it okay -.- so we headed to chevrons and we were lucky as there were not many people. after all that we headed to ite cck to fill our stomach. i stayed there a bit longer with ayumie and friends while the rest went home. ayumie's friend, syam, were telling us jokes that made all of us laugh our asses out. i hope to meet them again, they never fail to laugh every minute. haha! ^^ and oh, i miss fana! hopefully if there are no plans i will be meeting her this friday, insyaallah :D and muhammad hazli, byler nak jumpaaa? i don't want to make the ferst move this time, hmmm. alryte, i would like to end my post by wishing my dearest little babyboy a happy 2nd birthday, iqbal sofyan! you've grown so much indeed and you know, i just wish you won't grow up. hah! hope to meet you soon little kiddo ^_^ much love & misses from shekyn ♥

2010-11-20T21:40:00.000-08:00

and like again, im home alone today. ayumie had kendarat at tampinese while the rest went bukit batok to attend the wedding ceremony. idk what's wrong with me today. i feel so sick. this headache just don't want to go away since yesterday. and that's the reason why i did not follow them to bukit batok. but whatever it is, i don't want to eat medicine please! :P i can't wait to go bowling this tuesday with my classmates. and i can't wait to meet gf shidah. and i can't wait to meet boyfriend but when will it be? :( i get to meet farahleez and eera syeera already that time, like at last. me happy! ^_^ meet again okay? okay im hungry right now. mum did not cook for today and that means i have to go and search for food alone. pity me! :(

2010-11-17T22:54:00.000-08:00

okay im super bored. no one is entertaining me right now. suddenly the house became very quiet. im still waiting a text from farahleez. bila laa boleh jumpa? hmmm :( and to my gf shidah, i really can't wait to meet you. jumpa aku sooooonnnnn okay sayang! aku rindu kau gyler babs :D and to my dearest boyfriend, get well soon kay dear. i miss you so much :'( meet me soon please ♥ andand suddenly, i miss eera syeera. meet me soon too okay? :) and not to forget, i miss my classmates too! i'll only get to see them next year. so yeah, see you guys next year okay! ^_^

2010-11-15T21:36:00.000-08:00

haaaaaaaaaiiiiiiii ! ^_^ okay like at last i get to meet david archuleta! ahhh! i get to shake hands with him. omg i can't believe it. me happy to the max! urgh! i melt when he smiled at me. hehe! fvck, why are so cute david?! hah! anyway, maybe next year he's coming to singapore to do a concert for his singaporeans fans. so i better save money from now on. dear david, thank you so much for coming to singapore and i really really hope to see you again next year. pretty please! will support you all the way. me love you very much david james archuleta! ♥ ♥ ♥ and btw, thank you again fana for accompanied me. much appreciated ♥ and yeah, fana & i saw faizal isa at bugis yesterday and fana said 'hi' to him. and he replied back, "eh hi!" haha, cute or what?! :D okaay im missing my sweetboy right now :(

2010-11-14T04:53:00.000-08:00

haaaaaiiiii ! okay omg! im gonna meet my david james archuleta tomorrow. omg! i can't believe it. like at last, i get to meet him. omg! ahhhhh, i can't waet. see you tomorrow david! omgomg, im so fvcking hyper. okay stop it. thanks fana for willing to accompany me tomorrow. saayaang kau ♥ okaay im not gg to type further more. im just so fvcking hyper. ahhh, excited lah! :D btw, i miss my farahleez please. and ohh, last long with him k? :) and lastly, i don't entertain spammers. spam all you want, i don't give a damn. thank you :)

2010-11-08T23:00:00.000-08:00

happy belated 8th birthday to my dearest sister, emy. i really hope you enjoyed yourself last sunday. & i hope you like what i gave you. kak shekyn love you always k buncit ♥ okaay, it was a blast last sunday. my house was crowded with cousins and friends. obek nana was very kecoh, very very indeed. haha, kecoh betul makcik aku yg satu nieh :P and yes, emy received maaannnnyyyyy presents! most of the presents was pink and im jealous seeing all the presents that she got. if like this i also want to do a birthday party lah next year, haha! dream on lah gendut. and yes, qylah said maybe ibu wanted to do a chalet for iqbal's 2nd birthday. awww, my cute little babyboy is growing up so fast. urgh, how i wish iqbal won't grow up. hah! dream on again shekyn -.- okaay, i can't wait to meet boyf tomorrow. im gonna so called fetch him from school ^_^ and ohh, it's ajiq & ayiq 16th birthday today. sooo, happy 16th birthday to both of you. may you guys lead a happy life to the fullest. all the best in everything aye :)

2010-11-02T03:18:00.000-07:00

im lazy to update this blog of mine actually but since this boredom is killing me like hell, i decided to update a short post for today. so yeah, it was like at last i get to meet my dearest muhammad hazli, hehe :D he fetched me after school just now as usual and sent me home. and hell yeah, mum saw us just now -.- but who cares? she knew about our r/s already since the day where mum saw boyf at bowling ^_^ dear boyf, meet me again next week please? i really can't bear with the misses :( oh btw, i'm looking forward to this sunday. hopefully this year will be a blast for my dearest little princess, nur emylia. and that day mum told me to invite my friends and even boyf. should i? hah! 5 more days to emy's 8th birthday and i still haven't bought a gift for her! oh my! :/
oh btw, happy 17th birthday to ayumie's bestfriend, wani syazwani ♥

2010-10-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

hi! okay great, mummy & daddy are planning to make a birthday party for emy's 8th birthday. and just now we went out to buy the paper plates, cups, balloons and many more. hmm, what should i get for a 8 years old girl? they've already bought presents for emy except for me. oh btw, my shaheizy sam in on Cinta Gila today! eh okay i better get going, its going to start pretty soon! yeay yeay ^_^
; i seriously miss my muhammad hazli damn much :'(

2010-10-27T00:42:00.000-07:00

Happy 8th Monthsary Baby. Me love you always ♥

2010-10-21T19:39:00.000-07:00

firstly, happy belated 15th birthday to wani. semoga dipanjangkan umur dan murah rezeki selalu. all the best in your studies. present maybe lambat siket, i really hope you don't mind. i love & miss you wani :') as for today, there's no school. yeay for that :D so i think i'll be staying at home for the one whole day. i hope yuyun will sleepover at my crib. having her around will slightly kill my boredom, listening to all her stupid jokes that never fail to laugh my ass out. hehe ^^ anyway, to those who are going for the java trip hopefully you guys will have a safe trip. enjoy yourself :) to sheryn, ieeza, fadilah, miera, yuyun & atiqah, i hope you guys will not forget fana, zulaika & myself. takecare kay krg , saayaang krg sume :')

2010-10-14T00:03:00.000-07:00

hi. like finally exams are over, but i can't enjoy that much 'cause im still waiting for my results. argh, hopefully dapat promoted lah. amin :) dear english, mt & art, im depending on you okaay. hopefully pass please, insyaallah. what's next? oh yeah, ive got another appoinment tomorrow at nuh. ishk, for goodness sake this is irritating okaay. hopefully this will be my last appoinment, buang buang duet je tau. tsk! mummy, daddy and ayumie are busy tomorrow and that means i have to go on my own. thought of asking boyf to accompany me but he finish school at 5 tomorrow. my apppoinment is at 4 , alahai :( but nvm, fana said she will accompany me. thank you fana :) anw, im missing a lot of people now especially my farahleez , syeera & of course baby :( and also wani :'(

2010-10-06T21:15:00.000-07:00

hi. sorry for leaving my blog dead for about umm 3 weeks? yeah 3 weeks. im just kind of lazy to update this blog of mine + busy preparing for my SA2. thought of deleting this blog but its like such a waste. anw, im not that fine this past few days. why? its because im having a bad bad sore eyes. really, this sore eyes is killing me for the past few days. damn you eyes! and it all started from abg fhyr. he passed the virus to ayumi and now myself. but my eyes are getting better now. alhamdullillah. but its still kind of blur :( naah, its okaay. i hope i'll get well soon. i was asked to go to NUH. when the doctor said that i need to go to the hospital, i felt like crying. you know, i hate going hospitals. who knows if i need to stay there? but naah, the doctor calm me down by saying that i will not be staying in the hospital. alhamdullillah! :D and so, went there with parents and wany. okaay i really hate the part when the doctor cleaned my eyes. its fvcking painful and blood were running down my cheeks. mum was standing behind me, trying to calm me down. ohmy, i will not forget that part. its kind of scary indeed. and tomorrow, i need to go there again to have another appointment. i really hope the doctor will not repeat the same thing that he did to my eyes. please ah please, its very painful you know. pitied daddy and mummy, this appointment cost them over $100. pitied myself too. now, my duet raya left $20+. i can't buy ben&jerry. i can't go shopping. i can't buy my roxy stuffs & i can't go bowling. sedeh bulu :( sometimes, money is never enough. tsk! bf said he has started working yesterday. good for you :) currently waiting for him to wake up and text me. bf started working yesterday at 7.45pm and end at 7.45am just now morning. awww, pitied him. tido puas puas lah yer macam pig :P ehh, i miss hym! :( meet up soon baby! ♥

2010-09-24T19:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Sweet 16th Birthday Eera Syeera ! Hope you like what I gave you :D All the best for your N level dearest. Me love you ♥♥

2010-09-22T01:32:00.000-07:00

Happy 15th Birthday Meera Kay [!] Me love you ♥

2010-09-08T05:19:00.000-07:00

sorry for leaving my blog dead. am very lazy to update this blog of mine. so yeah, i've done rebonding my hair together with aleez just now. and sis perm her hair already yesterday. i wanted to perm but scared if it doesn't suit me so i decided to rebond. 2 more days to raya and im not ready yet. mum kept telling sis and i to clean the window in our room but we have not done so. this year we will wear orange so did bf i guess. had conflict with bf yesterday and i'm still shocked and hurt with what he said. whatever it is im sorry aye. hmmm, and ouh, happy belated 28th birthday shaheizy sam bin abdul samad! :D ; i miss sweetboy :(

2010-08-31T05:50:00.000-07:00

hi. just now teacher's day concert was boring. seriously, i almost fall asleep. and lenny paitao me, hmm :( so yeah, saw baby just now. eee, tak puasa. tak tau malu betul, ish -.- went tw market after school to make a new specs for myself. ouh ya, thank you ayumi for making a new specs for me. me love you, gemok :P btw, maybe she's gg to the salon tomorrow to perm her hair. idk whether to follow or not. i feel like following since i did not have any plan tomorrow. but at the same time, i feel like wanting to meet baby. hah! so yeah, after that went lot to settled the bill. andand, i get to meet my dearest shidah. at last, dapat jugak jumpa kau lagy. heh! went concord with shidah, ayumi, eera and izzati. luckily we were allowed to go in. and yes, i miss Miss See. very very much. we walked around the school to look for her, but she's nowhere to be seen. tsk :( after that slacked around with shidah as it has been a long time i did not get to spend time with her. went home around 5. and when we were otw home, i saw baby and friends again. heh heh ^,^ and hey, i don't know why but i've started to miss baby again eventhough i get to meet him just now at school. hmmmmm :(

2010-08-29T01:12:00.000-07:00

hiiiii ♥ i went geylang with eera, baby and friends yesterday. baby and ryan was late for 30 minutes -.- so yeah, trained to paya lebar. it was so crowded yesterday at geylang, i hate that part. hmm, after that accompanied them to sheesha. around 1030, eera, baby, ryan and i went home as eera can't go home late. baby was stubborn, i told him that i can go home on my own with eera. but he still want to send me home. how sweet of him :D ermm, reached home around 11+, almost to 12 midnight. i was so worried about baby, it is almost 12am and idk how he's gg to go home. but then he texted me, saying he has reached home and his parents fetched him. pheww :D thank you baby for making my day. i had fun gg out with you and your friends. i really hope to see you again this tuesday, i've started to miss you. lastly, happy belated 6th monthsary. me ♥ you ^.^

2010-08-23T03:30:00.000-07:00

Hello people ! Obviously this is not shekynduut ,
Im just here to updatee a little bit of her dead blog . Claaap haaans ! hoho ,
Since im bored and have nothing do to , whye not tolong
updatee kan , kaans ?I'm Fiezal ! shekyn's hawt
friend fulermaak haha . Atually she was really lazy to update
as you can see from Msn chats .

Mr shafiezal . says:

tk update bog?
Shekyn. says:
malas uh, nak tlg updatekan ke?
Mr shafiezal . says:
haha
ahhhhh
ntah?
asl tgn cm aleh2 penat nie
tdi ok je
Shekyn. says:
HAHA.
ape je laa fiezal nieh.
Mr shafiezal . says:
haha
updtekan?
Shekyn. says:
haha, dah laa diam uh
ada je alasan kau
Mr shafiezal
cm tau2 jer .

haha . yeah . alooot of stupid reason came out . they
could be Good reasons ! whaat changes my mind
is i pity shekynduut! . as shee is sick . alala kcian diaa .
haha . Yeah , sick yet fasting . Goodgirl per? kebabai!srh mam
obaat tknk cm bdk kecyk ! hmph .
hehe klaa smpi sini jer . its reallylong enough !
and running out of words too . so bye ! last loong ngn hazli !

2010-08-21T00:23:00.000-07:00

it's saturday today. only daddy, emy and myself is at home now. ayumie is working as usual and the rest went to take bursary. maybe today we'll break fast at sinaran teck whye as wany wanted to eat the chicken rice at there. hmm, not even a single text from you yesterday :( naah, it's okay. forget 'bout it. btw, i can't wait to watch Aku Bukan Tomboy. ada SHAHEIZY SAM laa ^,^ okay i don't know what more to update. wanna continue watching The Last Song :D

2010-08-17T06:04:00.000-07:00

It's her birthday today. So I would like to wish a Happy 15th Birthday! Moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki selalu. All the best in your studies aite. I love you, Zulaika ♥ :)

& that's what I gave her for her 10th birthday. I really hope you like it dearest sister ^^

Happy belated 10th birthday! Moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki selalu. Dah besar takmuh naughty naughty. Blajar rajin rajin, takmuh asyik nak maen aje. Eventhough you are irritating and being disrespectful towards me, I still love you always ♥ :D

2010-08-11T05:46:00.000-07:00

let the pictures do the talking. i malas laa nak type panjang panjang, heh heh :D okay, english paper was fine just now. tomorrow is mother tongue paper. great! we don't know what to study as mdm nurul did not tell us what to study and moreover our file is at her. awesome -.-" and as for tomorrow, our class is selected to support our 2 dearest classmates about the youth olympic flame thingie. alright, i need to finish up my malay assignment. waduh, sungguh leceh. menyusahkan org laa tu cekgu, hehe :P before that, happy 16th birthday fahmi! moge panjang umur dan murah rezeki selalu. all the best in your upcoming exams okay? :') ; it's alright because im used to it. next time watch what you say b. hmm :(

2010-08-08T07:28:00.001-07:00

hi hi. okay, imma happy girl. why? because everything is back to normal! alhamdullilah, thanked GOD. i love you laa wani, heee :D so yeah, gg out with family and cousins tomorrow to celebrate singapore's 45th birthday. hurray! sorry to lenny and eerah noone, i can't tag along with you guys. sorry aye, you guys have fun okay? :) alright, im mad at baby now. just because of small thing he want to sulk. dah reply pendek pendek, tsk! geram ahh :( ; hmm, ada satu budak perempuan melayu nieh kan, dia tak faham bahasa melayu laa. macam mana eh? i bet baby, ayumi, aleez, syeera and wani knows who i am refering to. haish, benci laa. okay no no, stop hating. it's just that i don't like her attitude, that's all. kay la, nites all.

2010-08-06T08:14:00.000-07:00

hi. firstly, i would like to tell you all that i will not be active in blogger anymore. im more to tumblr. all thanks to gfaleez, heh heh :D so yeah, just reached home from town. went out with farahleez, syeera, aiidah, fyqa and fyna. and right now, im f-tired, seriously. im supposed to be sleeping right now. but nvm, i decided to wait for ayumi to reach home from work. hmm, i texted baby just now around 9 plus. but till now, not even a single text from him. hmm dah tido laa tuu, haish. but nvm, im used to it. btw, i will be gg out with syeera tomorrow. like again, heh! okay la, the food in the kitchen is calling me. hehe! goodnight loves :) ; i miss her, i really do :(

2010-08-03T03:54:00.000-07:00

happy belated sweet 16th birthday dearest babygirl. thanks for being there for me whenever i need you. it's been about 5-6 years we know each other and i want you to know that i trust you the most among the rest. not to forget, eera too. heh heh :D all the best for your upcoming n level, do study hard aye. btw, i hope you like the chocolate that kak ayu & i gave. sorry dear, we don't know what to buy for you. thanks for everthing you've done towards me all this while aye. you're the best! i love you so much bestfriend ♥♥ :)

happy belated 15th birthday lenny sumarni. i hope you like what i gave you. and all the best in your studies. love ya ♥

2010-07-27T06:42:00.000-07:00

hi. i went tampinese last saturday on my own just to meet my dearest iqbal sofyan. at first dad said he wanted to send me but at last.. haiyo! i pretend to 'merajok' with him and so i changed my clothes and went out. but before that, asked dad for some $$. heh heh :D alighted at woodlands and took 168. then met qylah at tampinese interchange. and yes, what qylah said is true. iqbal makin merepek. haha, but he's f-cute. and everytime i play games in my hp, he will run at me, sit by my side and watch me play. see how cute can that babyboy be? argh! ayumi, be jealous :P btw, i met baby after school just now and it was at last i get to meet him! im gg to meet him again next week because i've started to miss him, like again :( baby told me that he's fasting today. wow, unbelievable. bahek uh, goodboy eh. haha :P and ohh, happy 5 monthsary sweetboy. you know i love you always right? heee! :) i love you so much muhammad hazli ♥♥ okay, ive gtg. wanted to watch jgn pndg blkg 2. ahh, shaheizy sam ♥ kaykay, the tv is calling me already :D nites!

2010-07-23T06:09:00.000-07:00

i love my nails ♥ :D

kak siti ♥

i looked short here :(

Ben&Jerry (!) ♥♥

thank you so much to dearest ayumie for buying ben&jerry ♥♥ and im eating one right now. it's super delicious :D and hey, seriously, i'm missing baby badly. it's been almost two months we did not get to meet each other. hmm, maybe meeting him this tuesday ; 27thJuly. heh heh! insyaallah :) btw, yesterday was the last lesson for elective module. so sad :( and for sure, we'll miss kak siti. hopefully she'll come back on september. okay, i malas nak update panjang panjang. goodnight !

2010-07-18T01:17:00.001-07:00

hi. im bored at home. i want ben&jerry please :( btw, thanks fana for the ben&jerry last friday. sedap gyler, heh heh ^^ went out with fam yesterday to buy my art stuffs. and im sorry baby i can't follow you and ryan to wcp. im sorry too if i made you mad yesterday :( it's just that i don't like it. hmmm. btw, i'll be paying my fasting debts starting from tomorrow together with ayumi. time passes so fast huh? we will be celebrating hari raya in a few months later. ohmy! and i feel that my n level is getting nearer. oh-uh! and hey, 9 more days to my 5 monthsary. waduh, cepat banget -.-"

2010-07-13T05:32:00.000-07:00

baby said i looked cute in this picture ^^

hi. this is how i spent my weekends. saturday ; went tampinese to rewang and then sleptover at faanaa's crib. sunday ; watched Satrio Perkoso with ayumie, shasha, qylah and faanaa. anddd, i saw baby. wheee!~ :DD so yeah, today school was fun indeed. wani did not come to school, idk why. ferst period was mt, followed by p.e. ran 4 rounds and actually we were asked to play captain's ball but the chinese girls was such an asshole. we were so pissed off about them -.-" simple english also cannot understand ah? and because of them, we were being tortured by mr ho. tsk! after p.e was recess then art, maths and assembly. we were late for assembly because of this one new teacher. we were all laughing at her when she scolded the class for being rude. edwin and mira laughed very loud until the teacher stared at us. very funny i tell you, haha! mira, you know i know. hehe! and just now early in the morning, i received a new message from baby. actually he sent the message around 1+ but i was still sleeping. he's such a sweetboy. i can't stop smiling to myself when i read the message. this is what he sent me, it's quite long actually. 'Heyy b. I don't know how to say this and I think there are no words to describe you. I just wanna you to know that I really really love you, and I'm glad to have you as my gf. There are really no other girl in my heart after I am attached to you 'cause I know I've made the right choice choosing you as my sweetheart and I don't want to make a big mistake in our relationship. Thanks for being so understanding and patience towards me and I'm sorry if I've hurt your feelings all this while. You are perfect girl I've met all this while. Last but not least, I betul betul menghargai kehadiran you di dalam hidup I ini. Slamat malam sayang, stay cute always aye. Btw, I just wanna you to know that you are really special to me, deep inside my heart.' see how sweet can that be? and that's why i called him 'sweetboy'. heh heh! i love you la sweetboy (': and btw, i would like to wish my best laughing partner ; Najihah aka Yuyun a Happy Advanced 15th Birthday! Moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki slalu yer. Thanks a lot for making me smile and laugh everyday. Saayaang kau la :)

2010-07-09T06:04:00.000-07:00

after school, met ayumie, wanie and faiz at lot. bought some food and ate under void deck. and faiz can't stop making us laugh our asses out. haha, tsk! mum said tomorrow there's rewang at tampinese, near faanaa's block. it's very near indeed, just 4 blocks away. so hopefully i get to meet that retarded cousin of mine tomorrow. not to forget, qylah too. yeay! and maybe on sunday, gg kampung melayu to watch satrio. btw, i still can't forget about incident that happened at 3+ in the morning just now. im sorry daddy for waking you up early in the morning. stupid me -.-" im really really sorry ayah. and hey, not even a single text from you eh yesterday. i almost fall asleep while waiting for your text. and you know what? i feel like i can't trust you anymore. ask yourself why. no mood, bye.

2010-07-07T06:49:00.000-07:00

school ended at 5pm just now as we had our elective module. project makeover was very fun ^^ and just now, i laughed non-stop when faiz, wan, andry and others did something funny in classroom. faiz threwed tissue out the window and mr goh was looking up at us. and then they shouted like mad people. very funny you know, haha! get ready for tomorrow. conferm mr goh will talk to us. hehe! okay ive got good and bad news. good news is that bf and i is back to normal. heee ^^ and the sad news is that bf told me that everyday he will go home late, around 5-7pm. of course im sad when i get to know that. super sad. but except on tuesday, he will go home at 930am. i think so. but every tuesday i got training. and so, idk when can i meet him again. usually on weekends we will spend time with our family. hmmm, its been 1 month plus i did not get to meet him. haish! only GOD know how much i miss him. btw, eera asked me out this sunday. she wanted to study together. but maybe im gg to watch satrio this sunday. hmmm, maybe this friday? pape shekyn text eera ok :) and she story telling with me just now about this guy. hmm, that guy is totally a jerk. tsk tsk! pitied eera, awww :( okay, ive got maths test tomorrow but i still havent start my revision yet. alryte then, toodles loves. ; i rindu hazli. how? :(

2010-07-03T08:04:00.000-07:00

last friday ; rushed back home then get changed. out with dearest ayumie to shopping. thanks a lot for the tops, accesories and last but not least, ben & jerry ^.^ nak lagy buley? hehe :D well, i spent my saturday staying at home for one whole day. sooo boring -.- as for tomorrow, hopefully dad will bring us out. i wanted to fix my racket at queensway pretty please. okay actually im not in the mood to update but i forced myself to. haish, im sad when he texted me like that. super sad. you really don't know how i feel okay. i don't know what's wrong with you. whatever laa as long as your're happy. only GOD know how i feel right now. *sigh* ; im so saddddd :(

2010-07-01T07:07:00.000-07:00

Ben & Jerry ♥

Ben & Jerry reminds me of someone. nahhh, nvm forget about it. so yeah, ayumie gonna buy one for me tomorrow. hurray! ^^ im gg shopping with her tomorrow as she just received her paid. btw, school was fine just now but bored without having gfwani around :( but nvm, she's coming to school tomorrow. yeay! i was supposed to come for badminton training just now. i told miss lin already that i had a muscle tear. but she still forced me to come for training. tsk! it will be a troublesome for me to go back home and take all my things and then come back to school. so i decided not to go. it was raining somemore, haiyoh! hmmm, currently chatting with baby while waiting for ayumie to reach home from werk. oh-uh! ive not done yet with my english assignments. okay people, ive gtg. goodnight loves ♥

2010-06-29T05:02:00.000-07:00

this blackberry is now mine. hurray! ^^ thank you daddy because you agreed to exchange with me my nokia phone. heee! but sometimes the phone may be annoying. hmm nvm, i'll just bare with it. anyway, school is very different now a days. okay maybe not very different, a bit only. lol. firstly, all sec3 NA classes recess is now at 10am. no longer at 11am. why? because they said that the canteen is quite packed during upper sec recess. tsk! secondly, 3B, 3F and 3G will be gg home at 1230pm on monday, odd week while the whole school will be gg home at 1.30pm. 0.o but on monday, even week, the whole school will be gg home at 130pm. usually we will be gg home at 1230 on monday. tsk! and thirdly, there will be a new teacher teaching us geography. and there's changes in english too. tsk, everything changes. so boring leh! and yes, school is getting very boring day by day. and i started to hate art. and now im so fucked up about it. cher said we need to do a poster about racial harmony day. ohmy, im so stress! someone help me please? :( thanks fiezal for cooling me down :D ; friday come faster pleaseeeee ~

2010-06-26T10:40:00.000-07:00

just came back from mustafa with fam. and ohh, its 1.41am now. im very sleepy but i sacrifice my sleeping time to chat with baby instead :D so yeah, school gonna re-open soon! and of course, im so not ready to go to school yet. im sure many of the students out there is still on holiday mood, right? arghhh! hmwks still not done yet. awesome shekyn! but nvm, im gonna screw up all my homeworks. idc as long as i do it, hehe! lazy you know :D btw, i went vivo with ayumie, shasha and qylah last friday. thought of watching movie but the queue was like what the hell?! sumpah panjang! anw, thanks to ayumie for the tops. okay let's not elaborate more about vivo. lazy~ well, as for tomorrow, im gg salon at bb with ayumie. maybe qylah is tagging along. and ohh! what's today's date? hehe, its 27thJune. so to dearest sweetboy : Happy 4th Monthsary sayang! I just can't believe its our 4th monthsary already. time passes so fast huh? okay whatever it is, thank you so much for everything. you understand me a lot and you were there to cheer me up whenever im down. thanks for being patience towards me everytime i made you angry or irritated. and im sorry about that, heh. meet up soon okay. its been about a month i did not get to meet you :( lastly, i love you so much muhammad hazli bin rosli ♥

2010-06-22T05:27:00.000-07:00

went changi airport yesterday with gfwani to meet umar at there. alhamdullillah, umar reached singapore safely. wani and i reached there around 8-9 plus. got to know that umar reached singapore around 10 plus. so we went and filled up our stomach to kill time. then met umar's family and cousins. and then met umar! story telling for a while then umar's dad drove us to pasir ris. thanks for the ride, hehe :D sleptover at wani's grandmother house as there was no more transport to go home. went home the next morning but before that had hotcakes at mac. all thanks to wani's grandmother for the treat. and ouh, thanks a lot for the 5 bucks too. how kind of her :D then home sweet home. and ouh, i saw baby at lot but did not 'tegur' him because i was in rush to go home as i was having stomach ace. hmm, idk why but baby was different now a days. haish! i miss you terribly and i don't know when can i ever meet you again. most probably after school re-open? lama tuu ):

2010-06-18T22:51:00.000-07:00

baby injured his leg when he went cycling with his friends last wednesday o.0 best takk? sedap eh, haha. lepas nieh kasih kaki sebelah pulak luka kay gyler :P well, today maybe gg to faanaa's crib. mum decided to sleep there. ayumie is working today so i bet she will be alone later. boohoo! :P ask your beloved fhyr to accompany you kay mok. bluek! daddy told us that he will not be working on monday to wednesday. idk what's the reason. and so i ask him to bring us to the bowling again. and yes, daddy said we are gg on monday! hurray! idk why but suddenly im addicted into bowling ^^ i guess im busy on monday. ive got physics remedial on monday and im not sure whether to go or not. afternoon ; maybe gg bowling with family. and at night, ive got to go to the airport with wani and dayat. meeting umar at there. so yeah, cepat balek kay. kyte sume rindu kau. ; i rinduuu muhammad hazli, nurulhazwani, nur syaieqah, umar mazrin, teguh hidayat and more :(

2010-06-17T22:37:00.000-07:00

Happy 14th Birthday Aqilah Adawiah ! At last you are 14 now, hehe. Anywayy, moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki slalu. Hopefully one day you will get to meet your Justin Bieber yer, bieber freaker :P Meet up soon on 25th ! ~Wheee ! Lastly, i love you ass :) ♥
*it's supposed to be 18th June today. sorry, there's something wrong with the date -.-"

And ouh, Happy Advanced 24th Birthday to Kamal Adli ! Heh. I suka tengok dia berlakon and I suka tengok Syahjihan @ Tv3. Dia hot kan Haslyn? Hehe :D I love Kamal Adli and Shaheizy Sam ♥

2010-06-14T22:39:00.000-07:00

baheekkkkk!~ not even a single text from you yesterday eh. what is wrong with you? im tired of all this do you know that? tsk! awesome eh. continue to be like this kay. haish!

2010-06-14T06:12:00.000-07:00

bowling pictures. more pictures at fb :D

i went bowling last sunday with dearest family and qylah. anddd, it was awesome! i did enjoyed myself at there and thanks daddy for teaching me how to play bowling, hehe. i wanna go agaen, pretty please? ouh, saw fiezal at there. but, he was so arrogant. tak tegur shekyn pun eh, pe la. so, today plan was supposed to meet baby. but, he texted me just now saying that he need to go jb with family. tsk ): btw, i was shocked when suddenly mum asked me which ite baby school at. macam macam dia tanya. haha, sebok je nak tau. and mum called my boyfriend a nerd. tsk! then i said, 'muka dia kan macam budak baek. nerd nerd tapy cute apa.' hehe! :DD umar texted me two times that time asking me to go out with the others. but i said i can't as i was at cousin's place and i did not have any kaching kaching. sorry umar! meet you on 21st together with wani okay? hope you have a safe trip there. harap harap kau pegy dan balek dengan selamat yer :) btw, i need a new specs please. daddy, can i have it? please please ):

2010-06-11T05:42:00.000-07:00

i miss them,
and them,

and of course, him too. and ouh, i think mum knew about us already. o.0 shasha told me that yaya told mum about us when they saw baby and friends at bowling last tuesday. and i was like, omg! yaya nieh eh, tsk tsk. but nvm, it's good indeed if mum knew about us already. heee! :D

2010-06-10T02:15:00.000-07:00

isn't he cute? heee :D
i will be gg home tomorrow. and yeay, meeting baby next week. ^.^ i miss you more-err! haha! alryte, will update more when i reach home tomorrow. toodles~

2010-06-07T09:29:00.000-07:00

im currently at qylah's crib. it's 1.00 am but qylah and i are still awake. i was irritated by qylah when she kept talking about justin bieber. and i was lyke, 'ah yelaa'. hehe :P i will be gg back home either on wednesday or friday. im not sure yet. but im missing mummy, daddy and sisters especially my dearest little sister, emy, who usually loves to irritate me. -.-" wany went Bintan with her classmates for 4 days. takecare aite and enjoy yourself at there. i bet the house will be quieter not having wany around because she is the only people in the house who is very talkative. and yeah, i can't wait to meet shidah and the others. yeay! rindu gyler babi sey :D and i miss baby terribly too. the last tyme i met hym was last 2 weeks. see how long was that?! next week okay sweetboy? i promise :) anw, i had done some of my holiday homeworks. see how hardworking am i? heee! but, im just so f-lazy to do my art hmwk. can i not do it? pretty pleaseee? *sigh* and ouh, there's an unknown number who texted me just now. and i kept on asking hym who is he. but he was so f-stubborn. he refused to tell me who is he. tsk, nieh la org gyler nak mampos! sumpah irritating! pffft! and dearest daddy, i want new specs please since i can't wear contact lense anymore. tsk, so sad ryte? ): so daddy, boley eh? :DD

2010-06-04T05:46:00.000-07:00

im gonna meet this pretty lady very soon. aku rindu kau tau tak, gyler babi punya :D so yeah, probally meeting her aft she came back from Mount K. have a safe trip aye, enjoy yourself at there. and ouh, birthday coming eh? hehe! meet up soon. pretty soon ok hunney! nak hug hug kau :D it's been 2 years plus i did not get to meet her ): but nvm, we gonna meet up someday. yeay! but sadly, i lost contact with my another primary school friends which is madina and balkish. i miss that twins badly too. very very badly indeed. hmmm, mana korang menghilang seh? ); ~ rindu sweetboy jugak laa ):

2010-06-03T07:38:00.000-07:00

♥♥ Happy Belated 45th Birthday Ayah! Moga panjang umur dan murah rezeki selalu. Anddddd! You own me something aye, hehe :P I love you so much la buncit ^_^

♥ Happy Belated 15th Birthday to Umar Mazrin. All the best in your studies aye :)

2010-05-28T21:07:00.000-07:00

i wanna go out and watch movie ; shrek forever after. gfaleez, jommm ! :DD and ouh, next tuesday is umar's 15th birthday. plan to buy a cake for him with wani. hopefully everything will go fine on that day. and on wednesday is daddy's 45th birthday. idk what to buy for hym. arghh, garuk kepala sudahhh. hehe ;P and daddy, i hate youuu! he went and took my 'bantal busok' and wipe it at his armpit. and i went, "ayahhhhh! kurang ajar seyyy!" and i started throwing pillows at hym. served you right buncit! see how disgusting is he? im gonna make sure you buy for me a new one. idc, bluek! assholes la you, pffft -.-" okay whatever. idk whether today daddy is asking us out or not. i wanna meet my iqbal sofyan pretty please. rindu dia ): and to my dearest bestfriend, get well soon okay :) i wanna end my post by wishing a happy belated 3rd monthsary to my one and only sweetboy. hopefully we will last longer aite. jumpe lagy please. nur ashikin binte rasid saaayaaang dan rinduuuuu muhammad hazli bin rosli ^_^

2010-05-23T04:29:00.001-07:00

♥Happy 12th birthday dearest Yuyunastro ! Moge pnjg umur dan murah rezeki. All the best for your PSLE this year. Must study hard for it aite. Anddd, don't be careless next tyme, hehe :P Dah besar tak muh naughty naughty and sorry tak ada present. Kluar lgy okay this june holidays? Love you so much dearest cousin. Muahhh ! ^_^

2010-05-22T06:56:00.000-07:00

i dont know whats wrong with you. yes, i do remembered what you told me. about wanting to see the fun side of me. do you know that i am trying to? i gave you chance and time because i knew it takes time. but still, did i see any changes in you? obviously no. you are just different from others. very, very different indeed. you promised me you will change. like what you said, for a better you. but where are you promises? its true that i kept quiet all this while because i know it may hurt you. so i buried them and let them hurt me instead. frankly speaking, i feel that you did not care about me. till when you want to be like this? forever? i bet no. i'm sorry if i am not good enough for you. somehow, im jealous seeing others. how i wish if you were like one of them that knows how to treat others well. i dont know what else to say. can i end all this? im just sick and tired of all this. no one understand me well indeed. whatever it is, i still love you. ; all those words ain't true );

2010-05-17T22:17:00.001-07:00

opppss, sorry for leaving my blog dead for about ummm, 6 days. hehe ! im just lazy to update this blog of mine. anyone would lyke to help me keeping my blog alive ? haha. wani will be coming over to my crib today. and yeah, my eyes went very red yesterday. usually mum will nag at me, but this tyme it's daddy who nags at me -.- kept quiet and ignore hym all the way when he nags at me yesterday. hehe ! sorry laa :D school will start as per normal tmrw. and i dont wish to know about my results. *sigh* ouh, 9 more days. wow, cepat nyer ! heh. okay, idk what more to update. and yeah, i'm missing my sweetboy ♥ ^_^

2010-05-12T21:47:00.000-07:00

im sorry. i didn't mean it to say that to you. its just that i can't control my anger. im sorry. you know i love you always. hmmm, woke up around 7 plus to accompanied umar to the poly. pitied hym as no one accompany hym so i decided to accompany hym. aft that ate breakfast with umar and helmy. thought of gg out with them today, but i can't. im sorry guys, next tyme okay. and yeay ! im not gg to school for 6 days, thursday-tuesday. be jealous okay people, hehe :P but, i need to come to sch for tmrw ONLY. nehmind, it's gonna be for a short while only. bodoh peh cekgu, ade ade aje. pfffft ! anwayy, will be gg out with wani on monday while on tuesday im gg out with aleez and her friends. mentang mentang tk skolah, merayap aje :D and maybe wednesday im gg to meet boyf. i miss that gyler ): alryte, mum asked me to clean the house today. ; oneday, im gg to meet shaheizy sam ♥ (;

2010-05-11T23:52:00.000-07:00

i feel lyke i can't trust you anymore. ahh, benci ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! cb ! i hate you !