Monday, April 2, 2012















& so, on my 17th birthday & 25th monthsary i went USS with my 2 lovely people, my bestfriend & boyfriend. since bestfriend's has the same birthday with me we decided to celebrate together. the feeling when your bestfriend has the same birthday with you was just ahhh! cant describe the feeling! mwehehehe! & since my monthsary falls on my birthday baby decided to celebrate together too. thanks dear for fullfilling my wish which is to celebrate my birthday with my bestfriend & boyfriend. idk how else to thank you. thanks for the treat, for the day all. thank you sherynn & hazli <3 i really had a memorable 17th birthday! how i wish i can turn back the time. i will not forget the moment when we ride the roller coaster, hahaha! sherynn & i were screaming our lungs out while baby was watching us scream & laughed. hahaha! *malu* thank you guys. i love you both so much <3 mwaaahh!
& on the 28th, i get a job which is at Diva jp. my ferst working day was pffftt. idk why but it seems that i dont like the job. & because of that i was moody all the way. i started at 130 and ended ard 10+. but before that i have to go somerset to sign contract. i went there all alone & i wish bb was there to accompany but nah. send him several texts but no reply means he havent wake up. & at about 10+ gg 11 i recieved his text, haiss. after that i need to go back to jp for my werk. & i asked bb to accompanied me for lunch and i kept telling him that im nervous for werk. bleahhh~ & so that night i asked ayah to fetch me from werk since bb was working that night. and when i reached home i saw the house was so dark. & ayah told me "sume dah tidur." dalam haty i was like "lol, yelaaa tuu." & just when i stepped into the house, the rest of my family members sang me a birthday song with kakak holding my BEN&JERRY CAKE!!! which ive been wanting for! thank you kakak for the cake & the b&j vouchers. thank you mama for the lovely watch. thank you my dear little sissy, emy for the cute little mirror. thank you wany for the perfume that smelled quite nice. & thank you my beloved ayah for fetching me from werk & the pizza! thank you guys! <3 i was so touched :') xoxo


Sunday, March 25, 2012



this was one day before baby's 19th. in the afternoon he went cage with his FRT bro so i planned with crownie to suprised baby. was schooling on that day and luckily i end at 3. & so i rushed home & met crownie at bugis. after that, we booked the place for sheesha at arab street ferst. and i texted baby like normal, pretending that im still at home. hehe! after that i texted azmil asking where were they now. & when azmil said that they are on their way crownie & i quickly prepared the cake all. and azmil texted me again asking me to hide now cause they are alrd few steps away. and i was so 'kanchong' and quickly take the cake and hide somewhere. after that i heard noises means they have reached. waited for crownie to come to me & help me to light the candle. and slowly i walked behind her & tadaaa! they sang a birthday song for baby & also Faez cause Faez's birthday was on 9th March. & i can saw baby's face was so suprised, mwehehe! i hope you like the little suprise that ive made for you dear. mwaaahh! xoxo







so yeah, that was on his 19th birthday. i rushed home straight after school and get changed all & he fetched me after his friday prayers. before we head to have our lunch, i lied to him that i need to meet mum at lot for a while. actually, i went to take the famous amos cake that ive ordered. mwehehe! so he dropped me at lot and after that i treat him pastamania at ehub. then we went marina barrage to fly kite. at ferst everything was fine then suddenly the kite get tangled with other people's kite and our kite flew away. baby was stubborn. he insist to find it. so he went to find the kite alone. and that was the time where i took out the cake and prepared. sadly, theres no candle all hais. & so when he came back i hold the cake and hide it at my back. i talked & talked with him while holding the cake. when he continued to fly the kite, i told him i want to fly it. and i gave him the cake. alahais i so malu cause theres no candle. then he took picture all & i fly the kite. & again the kite was tangled. baby was so frustrated and i was trying to calm him down. end up, our kite dropped at the water surface there. haisss! :( we gave up and after that i planned to play bowling at marina but it was closed, sighhs. & after that we bumped into sherynn & her friends. then, i planned to chill at mbs there. & otw there we fought, haiss. but we talked things out & everything was fine. i told him i wanna play bowling so i decided to play at west coast. but then we cant find the place and end up we decided to go henderson waves to chill. and again, we fought till i cant stand it & i cried in front of him. i cried because i hate myself. i cant even make him happy on his birthday, sighhs. but whatever it is , i hope he enjoyed himself eventhough his lips got infection :')


Wednesday, March 21, 2012


wow. it has been almost 1 month+ i did not update my blog. been busy with school lately. projects & tests! but finally everything has ended except for my IAI project. so... it has been 8 days straight i met bb. for the ferst time! this is what he wanted so yeah. furthermore this wont happen always cause i have 3 weeks holiday thats why i take this opportunity to spend my time with him. last wednesday i did not go to school so he accompanied me to the poly. after that we spend some time together before i go for an interview. but at last i did not go cause keerah was late, haiss. then i met bb again in the afternoon. and at night, i accompanied bb & apai wash their cars. k actually im lazy to type more. let me just skip about what happened for this past 8 days, mwehehe. only bb & i knows :B so yeah, 6 more freaking days to my 17th! and guess where bb wanted to bring me? uss again! fuck yeah. & this time im gg with my bestfriend/twin ; sherynn & also him <3 omgoshhh i cant waet! n_n oh i'll update another post about sweetheart's 19th next time cause i guess ive type long enough here :>


Friday, February 17, 2012



been a long time since i update my blog. been busy with school stuffs lately. i need to work asap cause dad said i need to pay my bills all by myself :( went for interview at giant but till now no call from them, tskk. next , tcc :/ i did not go for the training on 27 jan and they kept calling and texted me asking why i did not go for it. i did not entertain them cause i told them i wanted retail but they give me f&b instead. then one day an unknown number called me and i was so eager to pick it up and it was from tcc -.-' they asked me the same question and i told them im sick, mwehehehe. white lie :B and now they asked me to call them again to tell me when im free to go for the next training, haisss. so... 9 more days to my 2 years anni with bb :D and i know what to get for him, hehe. and i left about 4 weeks to plan for bb's birthday. i know what to get for him but idk where to bring him on his birthday, hmm. and yesss, i need to start saving from today onwards! ok i better get gg now. meeting bb layta <3


Wednesday, February 1, 2012



fuck third party. because of this third party we almost broke up. but nah, we still choose to stick to each other no matter what. baby, i promised i wont leave you. i cant bear losing you again. like what you said , not now and not forever <3 somehow im so disappointed and mad at myself. we fight almost everyday and i hate that i cant control my temper and there goes my rudeness, urghh. but still baby is still being patience towards me. how can i not love him Ya Allah <3 im sorry for being fucking rude bb, i just cant control my temper. sighhs :( dont ever let this love die baby. just so you know i love you too much my dear muhammad hazli <3


Friday, January 27, 2012


some people said we looked alike. do we? some even thought that he was my brother, haha. btw , Happy 23rd Monthsary Love <3 glad that we've come this far. eventhough we almost went separate ways that day, alhamdulillah you realized your mistakes and choose to continue with this rs. despite me being very rude and raising my voice at you sometimes, you are still being patience towards me. thanks dear for all that and im truly sorry for all that shits :( just one more month to go and we grow 2 years together. me can't believe it, even you too. will love you always till my last breath muhammad hazli :') meet you tmrw okaay bb. much misses. xoxo <3


Friday, January 13, 2012


hi! so thats my new classmates :D we are from class AA and i love every one of them. i must say they are such a sweet bunch of friends. we waited for each other when one of us are late and will go class together. arent they sweet? mwehehehe! so yeah, i hope i wont have any enermy in my class. enough of the same shits that i had in primary and secondary school. but somehow, i miss concord primary and of course teck whye sec. i miss my 4G :( hmm, what can i say about AA? well, there are different kind of people. different sizes, different age, different attitude and many more. but what i hope is that hopefully they will be like 4G who will always be there for each other, through thick and thin. i love AA! they are awesome \m/



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